People don't understand me
i wish they'd look and see,
that I'm suffering on the inside
its not that easy to hide.
I cried alot and became withdrawn
I lost that much weight you could see my bone,
Theirs alot of things i wish id said
but got to scared so kept it in my head.
When i was put in hospital
my thoughts and fears raced,
but with all the help and support i got
my minds calmed down and things are paced.
I feel Ive let my family down
with everything going on,
i want things back to normal
then everything will be gone....
Until that time ill have to be brave
and come out a little, out of the cave,
then ill soon feel real,alive and free
then everyone can leave me be!!
