Pulling out my hair, biting my nails
as Ive just been on the weighing scales,
1 more pound, 2 more pounds, maybe more
my belly hurts it is that sore.
I need to get down to at least a size 8
and then i Will be happy with my weight,
at 5ft 3 and 8 stone
you can barely tell if i have bone.
Starvation, purging and self-harm
it is really hard to stay calm,
Some tell me i am fat, sum tell me i am thin
cant they makeup their mind, ill never win!
I want to feel some control
and this is the way that it will roll,
I will make sure that i hide
the weight i loose and with pride!!
