I know.

I know this isnt a poem.
i know he was my first love.
i know im worthless.
i know hes better than me.
i know if i was better it would last.
i know im stupid for ever thinking i was the one.
i know im just another girl.
i know i deni.
i know we were different.
i know me and him are ment to be.
i know we had something no one else could ever have what we had.
i know it will never be over.
i know i will keep my promise when i said i will never let go.
i know he cheated.

why do i still want him,
i think its that i need him.
i think its ..

i love him.