Secret Love

I know you are tired of hearing about him,
but there is so much to say,
like the moments when he makes me smile,
and when he sometimes takes my breathe away,

i know you are saying tell him you like him,
but i don't want to,
i will just secretly write about him,
and never say these words"i like you,

plus what if he didn't like me,
then my heart would be crushed and torn,
and then,
i would wish i was never born,

i feel something between us,
when we talk and play,
when we are together,
i feel like i am at heavens gateway,

i wonder if he feels the same,
i will never know,
so to be on the safe side,
my love for him i will never show,

he may have let me down once or twice,
and the hurt is still in my heart,
but even though he has,
i hope we never part,

when we talk,
it brightens my day,
and he is like the sun,
overcoming my day that was so Grey,

sometimes what he says,
makes my cheeks blush,
turning red as roses,
and it makes my heart beating stop it's onrush,

i know you think don't give your hopes up,
but i am not that is why i am not going to tell him,
i mean if he said that is freaky,
my heart would immediately grow dim,

so he will stay my secret love,
and i will continue to not let my love show,
cause i am scared of what he would say,
if he were to know...................

by,Denysia Chapman-madden