So CoNfUsEd???

Every thing's spinning I'm so confused I just don't know what to do? I want to trust him and everything he does but somehow it feels like he's just doing it for fun I want to be with him I want to see his mind but it feels like he's just going to make me cry when I'm sitting there staring into space don't worry I'm seeing your face I want to make a good choice, but I don't want to make the wrong one, my minds telling me one thing but my hearts telling me another Should I even bother? or should I just let go, will you be true to me? or play with my soul, I want to be with you I want you to care for me! I don't want you to break my heart like some of your family!