Its looking at his photos that pulls me down,
Its laying here in my room full of his sent that turns my smile into a frown.
All of my thoughts about him are drivin me insane,
But im well aware i only have me to blame.
I no i will never find another guy like you,
Hes one of a kind, so amazing and true.
Just hearing his name makes me blue,
You will never believe how much i really miss you.
The feeling of my own pain running through my veins,
The thoughts of my life and disgust bring me shame.
I hate the fact that im so damn confused,
All i do is rip, destroy and abuse.
Im a dangerous poison to myself,
I cant imagine what i am like to everyone else.
All i do is cause everyone around me pain,
Someone needs to bring me down and leave me to drain.
I really just want to die,
Set my hell bound spirit free to fly.
I dont want to destroy anymore lives its cruel and unfair,
I need help, please help me, ARR is anyone even out there!!!!
