Becoming Myself

I used to be myself
I used to be just like everyone else
I used to be another happy face
Happy to just fit in?

But Ive been through hell
And its changed me
I am no longer eager to fit in
At least not to a very high degree.

Now I'm that girl
Who you're afraid to look at in the eye
I'm the one who you judge
But get to know me, I'm sure you'll be surprised.

I'm not a Satan worshiping Gothic
Nor am I a life changing saint
But no matter what I am
I'm myself again.

I'm actually not a bad person
Most who know me think I'm pretty cool
Except those who diss me
They think I'm cruel

I would rather you look at me
And see me for what I am
Not for somebody I wish to be
I'm glad I'm not just like all of them.