Let it go

Sometimes I feel so bad that I just dont care and hate everything in my past, and start to ignore the most. Sometimes I hold all of my pain inside of me because I am afraid of letting it go its like my pain is apart of me in a way. I can not let it go sometimes I dont want the people me to know how I really feel, but now things are really hard and I dont know how but they really hard and I have too much pain inside of me that twenty-four hours of every day for seven days a week I am feeling some sort of pain, I am even feeling it in my sleep and it will not go away even if I am happy and now I have to let it go, let it show sort of. But it is hard sometimes because I get so up tight that I just snap and I get so angry so if I always share how I feel with someone it will not be so hard to get rid of the pain and I wouldnt to be afraid of snapping and hurting someone close to me, so I just have to let it go! IT IS NOT AS EASY AS IT SOUNDSAND I KNOW!