Alone I lay, thoughts of her racing through my head
I cant help but think; maybe we never should have shared my bed
Although I told myself we could make it work, deep inside I knew we could not be
Now, as the time passes I can finally see;
I see the truth; I see that as happy as we were there would have always been something between us.
Although it is hard for me to say now, I dont know if you would be worth the fuss;
The fuss of losing my best friend, the fuss of losing a part of me.
You and I were never meant to be
I do not regret tasting the fruit, I do not regret us;
But I do regret our situation, I do regret being so anxious.
Had we been able to keep our wits about,
We never would have had to back out.
All this pain, all these feelings could have been spared,
If only we knew how much he really cared.
And so here I sit, savoring my taste,
Knowing that next time I shall not move with such haste.
