The pain of loving u

Maybe the one time u said all those hurtful things could be the truth but i have my own addition i hardly ever seem able to give u what u want.

when u said I'm her bf yes i was a bit hurt, but out of anger i said that never stopped u before. and now u say all u do is try to help and do your best with me... and your right but when u hurt me i question it. and now your telling me to choose and decide what i want from u or else your gone forever.

haven't u figured it out yet...i want u. your friendship, at least a little love if its not too much. I'm not jealous of her, after all she is my best friend and she knows all that u have done with me while you've been with her

u were special to me...and u still are. but now I'm confused twice you've hurt me whether or not it was intentional this time i don't know. all i know is u broke your promise again on not hurting me.

what i have to say is... what do u expect of me?...what is the truth on how u feel? i need to know where i stand and if your gonna keep hurting me.

most of all i don't want to lose u. and if i lose u as well as her then my fate will be sealed not only would i be dead inside i might die literally. u and her are the most important people in my life

it is in your hugs...that i feel safest...that i feel a weight lifted briefly. it is in u that i found my solace... my Saviour. but are u just going to shun me now after saying u love me and looking me in the eye when u said it...

is it truth or is it lies...when u said i meant nothing that one time, that u never cared, that u manipulated me? well was it?

u do not know the damage u have done to me, is this the kind of help u wanted to give me? if so i may as well die here and now...even if u claim to own my soul i would rather die than be in pain at your hand.... i love u more than words can say but i dont know what it is with u.

your breaking my heart and then u go and do those things that remind me that i still love u.