From the outside, I may look like a typical 14 year old girl
But on the inside I am slowly dying and no one can help me, no one in the world
I really have a problem with my family that is why i am like this now
My dad never keeps his promises and My mom is keeping something from me and I just want out
I can't trust anyone really in this whole world
The only ones I can really trust are all of my girls
But even though they help me, as hard as they try
They can't do anything to save my life
I am really getting weaker and it is scary, I do not want to leave this world
Even though sometimes leaving seems like the only thing to do in my world
I hope that I can get healed so i don't have to suffer anymore
It feels like I am in a room with many exits but only one is the right door
I feel horrible at night and I find myself crying
But that is the only way to relief me from how I am slowly dying
