I lost you

There will never be another better feeling in the world
Than having something grow inside you!!
I know I'm young and still want to have fun
But if this one thing was to come I would stick up to it...
Having a baby is not easy, but I know I could make it work
I'm still a kid and having to raise one myself the thought scares me
But knowing god is there to help takes some relief off my chest
If this is what you want for me to have a kid then so be it
Maybe it's what I need to straighten me up?
So if A kid is what I need then why did you take him away from me?
I know he's OK and he's at home sitting in your lap on your big gold throne
But you made me so happy to feel him inside, and see his pictures on my inside's
So why did you take that feeling away? maybe I'm still a stray and just to young to say
Maybe it's for the best I will never know but I wish the memory would leave me alone
This is for you and everything you do, you take care of me and walk by my side
Taking this kid out of my life, is your way of saying it's not your time
I'm glad you know what's best and I'm glad your by my side
But I just wish I didn't hurt so much to think about you hold my baby newborn infant in your lap
You wanted me to make a choice keep him or throw him away, that's one thing I can say
I would never throw your gift away!!!