Believed

Listening to all your stupid lies,
Hearing your pathetic goodbyes,

Taking you back when you turned to me,
Saying you meant the world to me,

Hiding things you thought I'd never find,
Now i don't know if you call that kind,

Taking your heart when you handed it to me,
Finding out what you didn't want me to see,

Hate, betrayal, Stupidness,
Look at me now I'm a mess,

Cheating on you I'd never do,
Falling for you thats what is true,

I cant believe it i don't want to,
Is all of this really true?

After saying that you loved me,
Saying that u wouldn't leave me,

Now Ive find out you think I'm lying,
When I read it I started dying,

Acting like everything was alright,
Giving me heavens light,

Taking a chance and giving you my heart,
To find out you're like everyone aiming to tear it apart,

Playing around and just having fun,
Now I think its time to say it is done,

However it looks like you ended it without me knowing,
Yet it looked like your heart was still glowing,

Like usual you have taken things the wrong way,
And to think I was going to talk to you today,

How can you say all this behind my back?
Sure don't even show a little slack,

I'm so shocked I don't know what to say,
But I guess it has to be this way,

Remember when I said you were oxygen to me,
And that I needed you to breathe,

I remember when you said you'd never leave,
That stupid lie I actually did believe,

I just wish I would have found out quick,
Cause now I just feel sick,

Remember how I said Id never forget you,
Guess what that was all true,

I cant believe you didn't ask me who it was about,
You just thought it was you without a doubt,

I loved you,
I still do,

But you want to leave so go ahead,
But when you come back I'll seem dead,

You make is seem like I am a devil,
Looks like you're on the same level,

I really just want to break down and cry,
I know that's what you want me to so ill just finally say goodbye,

Goodbye my day goodbye my night,
Goodbye my bright and shining knight,

Goodbye my moon goodbye my love,
Goodbye my sign from above,

Remember when we first said hi,
And now remember when we said goodbye......................

by,denysia Chapman-madden