by LittleMissLili Jan 21, 2007
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
Let me go is what he said to her. Shes screaming on the inside No!! Please no! but on the outside she tries her best to stay strong, she tells him Goodbye and Good Luck She hides her tears as she turns and walks away. She looks over her shoulder to see him one last time.but he is already gone. She drops to her knees asking God why, why did this happen? Why does she have to let go? Shes crying and dying on the inside. When shes around other people, she fakes a painful smile she cannot show her pain. She has to be strong, she cant show shes dying and crying on the inside. When shes all alone she cries herself to sleep, her heart breaking. Everyone sees this girl, this girl who has everything. This unbroken girl. They do not realize the battle she is fighting on the inside. The battle she has to fight all alone. Her pain she feels inside trying to let him go. She needs him now more than ever; she needs him more than he�ll ever know. He left without a second thought; he let her go so he could find himself. He said he lost faith and trust and God. He doesnt realize she has all the trust and faith in him than she has ever had in anyone else. He has to learn to love himself before he can love her. So he lets her go without a single tear. While shes crying on the inside, acting like shes okay on the outside. She sits alone now, her heart beating in broken echoes as she searches for some answers, but finds none. She doesnt understand why this happened. She doesnt get why he said those hurtful things. She cant seem to grasp onto why he made her let go. She drops to her knees surrounded by a fog of un-answered questions, tears, and pain. This broken girl, crying and dying on the outside. She refuses to cry on the outside, refuses to let her pain show. Her heart is screaming for him her eyes stinging with choked back tears. She knows he is leaving soon, for somewhere unknown. She knows she will never see him again.even though he says if its meant to be shell see him again She couldnt prove to him that shed be here when he returned; she couldnt show her truth..he just wouldnt listen to her heart. Days pass by; those days turn to weeks, and those weeks into months. She knows he is leaving now, never to be seen again. She sits with her friends, faking a smile and a laugh. She cant stop thinking of him, all her thoughts are him..she hears an airplane above.and a silent tear falls down her face.and she drops to her knees, no longer strong. She is now crying on the outside and dying on the inside. |