It's Hard To Love U

Even after months
Of not seeing one another
I still think of u
I still have these feelings

I thought it would be easier
Once I'd stop seeing
Your beautiful sea blue eyes
And your cheeky grin

But the more I don't see u
Is the more I think about u
What are u doing?
Do u ever think about me?

But I know u wouldn't
U have your family
I'm nothing but a girl
To u I'm just a kid

Sometimes I cry to myself
How could I have done this?
How did I fall for u?
U were my teacher

Then I get more thoughts
And it all makes sense
Everything I want in a guy
Is everything that u are

Sweet, sensitive
Kind, gentle
One thing I liked about u
Is that u were kind of mental

Every time I saw u or
Thought about u
My heart would beat a million times
Believe me I tried.. but there was nothing I could do

I don't know what to do
Should I tell u, u have a right to know
Should I not tell u, I know you'll hate me
I look your name up
In the phone book
I start to dial your number
I cant go through with it

I know that if u answer the phone
And I hear your voice
I'll just hang up
How could I do that to u?

I contemplate with myself everyday
What should I do?
I want to tell u the truth
But I cant, I just cant

It's hard loving u
It's hard thinking about u
It's like a spell has been put on me
Looks like it's going to be with me for all eternity