It is really starting to hurt me now,
I kinda really need to do something about it but how.
I am not sure what i want deep inside,
I guess at the moment all that is comfortable is to hide.
I know what to do and who can and does make me happier in life,
I also no that if i drop what i have everything will become strife.
What i dream and know feels so nice is my sight,
But i dont have the power to want to f**ken fight.
Everything is going on i just cant follow my heart,
I know which one it really should be but im not changing my decision and its driving me apart!!!
