I will never hate myself more than i do now
I will never forget
I will never stop thinking about him
I shall never stop loving him
I will have to live on
But thats not all that easy to do
Everything i ever said to him about love was true
I do care and want him back
Ill miss him forever and nothing can change that
I will never be able to forgive myself
I dont really want to live i just want to take it all back
He cant trust me because of me
He wont talk to me because of what i have done
The pain will fade i hope
It feels like a knife cutting me up inside out but its blunt
I dont want to breathe
I dont want to move on......
