Have You Ever

Have you ever thought of dreams?
They're funny little things.
Allowing you a dream come true,
But then you cry in pain.

Have you ever thought of sleep?
It feels so good inside.
Ever day, its just the same,
Then at night you're free to hide.

Have you ever thought of sorrow,
And another day of pain?
You're forced to live this life,
And hide your face in shame.

Have you ever thought of dieing?
And going straight to Hell?
All the secrets hidden inside,
Don't be afraid to tell.

Have you ever thought of who you are,
And who you wish to be?
No one else can understand,
No one else but me.

Have you ever longed to live a life,
Where no one brings you down?
Have you ever wanted to live a day,
Where you're not forced to frown?

Every day of my life,
I fight to hold the tears.
They criticize, and tease, and taunt,
And haunt me with their leers.

And every day I feel alone,
I feel so dead and broken.
It seems as though my sorrow,
Is their only silver token.

But every day my head's held high,
My pain is secretly concealed.
My secrets are forever hidden,
So they will never be revealed.

So as long as I stay strong,
And hold everything inside,
You will never know the truth,
For in my heart, I cleverly hide....