A million reasons

A million questions I want to ask
A million thoughts going through my mind
A million feelings I don't understand
and the reason is underlined.

A million reasons why I don't ask
Though, a million things I want to say
I can't explain my thoughts to you
For you have turned away.

When you turned your head away
I crumbled to the ground
I'm having trouble standing
Can my lost ever be re-found?

You heard my lowly crying
You bring me to my feet
You said you are not dying
You just need some room to breath

When time has passed
I will be back and things will be the same
But all this time I'm saying
Why is this happening to me?

The words I want to tell you
They can not find my lips
So I myself turn away
I'll save it for another day.

Wondering with my feelings
I scream it loud and clear
But what I say you can never hear
For I fear... I'll lose you.