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by Kenz Jan 22, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Who was I kidding. I haven't a chance. I go unnoticed. Except for the occasional glance. He doesn't even know I exist. What is a girl to do. What a joke. I haven't a clue. What a situation. Sitting in this room. Completely full of people. While I'm full of gloom. I'm sick of being alone. Seeing couples everywhere. I wish I had somebody by my side. That would cause people to stare. Somebody to hold me. To keep me warm. To stay up late and watch. The lightening from the storm. Honestly can I be serious? Things like this only happen in my wildest daydreams. I'm a loner now. And always will be it seems. But I guess you never really know. Because when you believe in fate. You have no choice. But to sit and wait.