I used to believe
that Santa came on Christmas eve.
i used to feel
that my dreams could be real.
i used to believe
it wasnt a mistake being conceived.
i used to feel
that you were a big deal
i used to believe
that it was ok when you would leave
but ive grown up
n i know that Santa isnt real
and i know some of my dreams will never come true and i know we cant be a family...i just hope it\'s not all because of me.
but it hasnt changed
you still leave me lost,
mind rearranged.
soon you\'ll be wondering where time went,
when im off at college
all love spent.
i shouldnt have counted on you
to be the mom i needed
but at least you should have showed when my heart pleaded.
you wouldnt know
but some days i cried
ill never tell, i have to keep my pride.
its all i have..
once again i no it needs work, feel free to give constructive criticism
