Not Helping

This is over
because I'm tired

I always try and make things right

but you always
want more

I cant keep
trying so hard

If nothing will
ever work.

your happiness doesn't matter anymore

because I am
never enough

because to make
you happy it always makes me sad

Always trying and
for what

thats right..nothing
at all except a broken heart

your my parents and
I need more

I need you to love
me for who I am

you can not change
who I already am

so love me for me
and just let me be

I love you but
it hurts me a lot

always knowing your
disappointed in me

for something I can not change

I like who I am so
don't try and change it

because you cant

all you are doing is pushing me farther away

I cant make you happy
if this is what it means

you can not control
me forever

you need to understand
I need my life

and if that means leaving you when I become of that age

then that will be what I have to do

for my happiness
and yours

you cant keep treating me like I am four

I have grown up a lot and you refuse to see

I cant be a child forever I'm sorry to say

but your not helping me your pushing me away

if you want me to trust you and tell you things

you have to trust me and let me be who I am

you have made me this way just to let you know

you think you are protecting me from being like her

but I'm not her and if I wanted to be I would

but I don't I know how to act and what is too much

I need you but all
you do is judge

or at least thats how you make me feel

its like you don't notice if I do something right

but when I do something wrong thats all you see

I'm trying my hardest but I'm slowly giving up

your pushing me harder every single day

I'm getting to a point where I just want to get away

your hurting me and I cant take it the way I have before

all of you is almost gone know its just me cant you see

I love you but you put too much pressure on me

why cant you find something good

instead you always find the bad

and gosh it makes me so mad.