F**k i have no idea what i have done,
No matter what, i havnt won.
I lay here rocking on my bed,
With only thoughts of you in my head.
Your shirt wrapped in my arms which i hold so tight,
Tears rolling down my face not the best sight.
I am finding it so hard to breathe,
I cant believe it was me, im the one who wanted to leave.
My own damn choices causing me so much pain,
If i was dripping with blood i would feel better than this, its insane.
Just hearing your voice makes me freeze,
Like all my thoughts and emotions pause its a breeze.
Writing to you is great even though i dont know what to say,
The fear of you not writing back scares me i dont want you to go away.
Every song that i hear i can relate to you,
I sit and think about everything but F**k it only makes me blue.
I love you so much and i want it all back, i miss you,
But you can sit there and say to me i love you thou sorry you just wont do!!!!
That was amazing, but you will get ahold of that someone someday, hopefully soon hun. I did finally and i would have it no other way right now, i would take back nothing, 5/5
