Happily Ever After

This world-pass me by
I don't wanna stay here
just let me die
missing the people who mean the most
I wanna slit my wrists so bad
but you give me hope
if you ever saw those scars
would you still love me?
or just leave my heart?
you say i'm perfect
but everything behind
what you see
is gonna fall to pieces
it's all just a lie
so leave this place so i can die
if you weren't here I'd kill myself
I don't think you'd cry
Living my life everyday
wishing these thoughts of suicide
would just go away
I can't help but wonder
what life is like
without depressing thoughts
without this fight
but I'll keep living
as long as your here
if you leave
my end will be near
this pain so alive
that time can't heal
so what do I do 'til
you leave here?
as you drive away
I'll take my last breath
my skin, pale and sunken in
bloody is my flesh
as you wave
I fall to the ground
you keep calling me "princess"
well, you can have my jewel encrusted crown
the royal blood dripping from my wrists
you, the jester, wanting to hear the sound of laughter,
killed me today
and gave me "Happily ever after"