No self control

No self control
she lets depression take hold

selling her body
knowing she was never good enough
love had betrayed her
making her want to die

pretending she was alright
no one knew how much she desperately tried to end her life

making all the wrong decisions
the drugs she took to numb the pain
forced her into a coma
never to awaken
never to come back to her hell

she was in love with a sweet boy
but he ended his own life

she died inside that day
she then eventually ended her own life.
she couldn't take not hearing his voice
his laugh
and his heartbeat
because he was the one that kept her alive.