Eyes blaze
Alive with fury
Direct it towards flesh
Direct it towards fat.
Hair, unruly
Features sharp
Untouched by
Love's sweet caress
Unkempt
She cannot bear
To look after
What she hates.
Alone,
With her thoughts,
And born of her thoughts
A creation.
Controlled,
She smiles
The perfect disguise
Nails hidden,
Invisible
She crawls through her day
Counting,
Always counting
Living in a world
Created by her own mind
She traps herself.
She must be strong
And in control
She is, for a moment
Then, turning
She faces her reflection,
And sinks to the ground.
