Messed Up

I hope you die I hope you feel I hope you cry I hope you deal.
I cried inside I died I lied I made my mind to take some time to think about the pain you made me go insane and more or less never again, and I don’t give if you live or if you die you’ll feel the feeling that you gave to be slave away for all of life all I have to do is take a knife, to end the strife and my life.