Did you even care?

Did you even care?
Did you care at all for me?
The pain is always there-
The pain on you
The pain on me.

We were supposed to love...
Love was supposed to set us free,
Somehow we became
Enemies.

Do you even know?
All the emotions that I choke?
Do you even know...
This is another poem I've wrote...
About you.

Yes I realize
You were sick
You meant no harm...
But it hurt.

Do you even know
That I still cry
Thinking of you
At night?

I dont mean to be so mean
I'm just running away from me
Scared to run back to you
Or show you that I still feel...

Do you even know..
That inside my fighting words
Is a scared little girl
Fighting her emotions..
Within these walls of my heart.

Do you even care?
Do you care at all for me?
The pain is always there
The pain on you-
The pain on me.

I just need to know
That you care
Just a little bit for me.

I just want you to know
That I still love you
Although I know we could never be
No never... anymore.

This is a different emotion,
Not love
Not fear
Is it closure?
I have never felt before.

So I'm singing
Did you even care?
Care at all for me?