Looking back and reminiscing,
Seeing the past that now is missing.
Gone from here in my hopeful mind,
Saddened memories are all I find.
Now just thinking of the future ahead,
Not to say the past is gone and dead.
It was wonderful, yet something I miss,
Such treasured moments filled with bliss.
Good times were surely had,
Never were they sorrowful, bitter, or sad.
Now trying to see the motivation,
To drive me forward on my destination.
Strong heart and head up high,
As I hold in my tears and try not to cry.
Knowing that eventually Ill be ok,
Helps me make it through the night and day.
And knowing too that in time I'll heal,
Makes me realize that one day I'll feel...
Just fine.