Worst Mistake

My love for you was strong,
Like a bond no-one could break.
But then i went and stuffed it up,
I made a huge mistake.

I found out i was pregnant,
And thats when it started to change.
I made the decision for both of us,
I really didnt think we'd manage.

I turned into some monster,
And put the blame all on you.
I started to get confused,
I had no idea what i wanted to do.

You where the sweetest boyfriend,
One that no-one could ever beat.
You used to tickle my back,
Even massage my ugly feet.

You always bought me flowers,
And listened to all i had to say.
I still dont know why i did this,
I completely changed that day.

I thought it was what i wanted,
Yet when you where gone i cried.
I'd lost something other than you,
I felt like half of me had died.

I cant believe i threw it all in,
We'd never even had a fight.
It shows how your hormones work,
When you give up for a night.

I never doubted that i loved you,
I really dont know what to blame.
I didn't believe this could happen,
From a thing that didn't have a name.