My life with out you

My life with out you
as each day goes by
i die a little more inside
a day with out you seems so unreal
im afraid my broken heart will never heal
although you were never really mine
i thought you would change in time
at night i sit in my bed and cry
i cant help but wonder why
why you dont look at me the way you look at her
i guess its all just a blur
why cant you see that i love you
all i can do is dream wish
i wish i could stay asleep forever becuase in my dreams you love me too!