Earned

I have a ring in my head.
Inside my head i build a bed.
Where i lie, and wish i where dead.
Inside my head i lose track of time.
kill me please,
kill my mind.
so my vessel can numb out the stupidity.
kill the lights, so i can close my eyes and sleep inturnally.
BETTER YET!
kill em all...
Being alone is not my down fall.
being around makes me want to shut down.
[ kill them all.. and watch me fall]
skratch my eyes..watch em burn!
Tare at my chest.. a feeling i have EARNED..