My Dead Angel

An angel is what you seemed to be,
But the true angel between us I see is me,
You were my world and I was your pain,
I was psychotic and you were just sane,
I dedicated my life to and how you felt,
But I guess the shit hand is what I was dealt,
Look at us now and how were are,
It didn't seem long. It didn't look far.
A simple 5 month test is all it seemed,
But what it became I wouldn't have dreamed,
An open window for you to close,
A different path is what you chose,
With some guy I didn't even know,
A surprise pitch, An unexpected throw,
Was I ready, I guess not.
From then on I wished you would rot,
In a grave underground,
Without a sight, without a sound.
For the pain that you put on me,
Shall always be here, so I hope your happy,
With the results of your fun.
Because what's been said has been said,
And what's been done has been done.