Why

It sucks to know that since im sad,
i cant get what i could of had.
i dont think no one gets it yet,
even him.
all i need is love from one person.
before what i do will worsen.

ryan got it when he knew i cut,
but him im not so sure.
no one gets me like ryan.

i guess the tears tell my truth
all i can do is deni and hope
my pain will numb.

i guess im dumb for thinking
ill ever be happy

ITS OVER. [why]