Pop It's Christmas Time

I sat at your side wondering why.
Trying to find some way to say good-bye.
You were so vigorous and strong.
Then I got the call that you were gone.

Christmas has come and it has gone.
The memory of your passing still lingers on.
Only a week seems like years.
I still cannot believe that your not here.

New Years has come and it has gone
Two weeks since you passed on.
I wonder if you're looking down at me.
I wonder if you see how sad this has made me.

One month since your passing.
I have yet to visit where you are resting.
I want to go, but yet I do not know
I am afraid of the reality of letting you go.

Went to see you the other day.
I got there and could not find the words to say.
I hurt more than anyone will ever know.
I hurt more than what I show.

I still cannot believe you're gone.
The pain still goes on and on.
I am so tired of the hurting and crying.
I feel like a part of me is dying.

A year since that dreaded call came.
Oh I wish I had someone to blame.
Pop my eyes are still filled with tears.
Always missing you year after year.

~~~This is dedicated to My Pop(Grandfather )who is greatly missed.
12-18-02~~~

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