The Questions I Have For You!

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you want to know what the hardest part of loving you was?
Is When I Tried to let go,
But it seems I cant,
I ask myself everyday if you still love me?
& I think why did you say we were meant to be?
I want you to know,
My love for you will grow,
Because now it's uncontrollable,
I'm sorry,Didn't mean to put you on the spot like this,
But please don't miss the point,
I've figured out its better being friends,
Then Being nothing at all,
But I want to know is,
What does she have that I don't?
You have no idea of how much I love you,
And I know I've said this all before,
But I don't think you were listening to the words,
But guess what?
I let you free,
And you didn't come back to me,
So i know,
You never were mine from the start,
You always tell me you know i fell in love,
But do I?
You have signs of showing me that,
Now you love her,
What i can do?
Your in her arms,
You have no idea how many tears have falling from my eyes,
All because of a little boy,
But i just wanted to get this out,