I am pushed into the immoral hole isolation,
thrown away; scraps of food left for the dogs.
My memories forgotten as they each become an abandoned kitten left by the roadside.
Once filled with euphoria,
now my happiness disappears into evanescence.
This blackness inside me,
crawls into every vein of my body,
filling me with hate and regret,
turning my blood to the shade of itself,
till I’m trapped in a merciless net.
The rivers of blood run down my cheeks and fall -
fall into my pool of solitude,
my banishment from the world.
I will never escape,
never regain strength to push through this barrier -
this barrier that holds me in this immoral hole; a cage;
Alone.
