Truth Behind The Heart (By:Joey Nese

Id like too meet a woman in my life whos not gunna break my heart , one that will love me for me and not anyone else for as long as were together, spite all the hardship and all the bullshit we go through , we\'ll still kno we love eachother truly and always.CAN ANYONE DO THIS FOR ME?

FROM MY PAST HEART....

roses are red,

violets are blue,

i wish i could see you look at me,

as i once knew you could do,

with a warming smile,

and a heart so pure,

which could make me do anything just to indure,

an incounter with you,

like hugs,holding hands,and yes kiss\' too,

please belive me when i say this,

when you left me,

i really did miss you,

befor sunrise,

i would to,

open my eyes,

wondering where are you,

you were the first adn the last,

thing on my mind,

befor i woke up,

and befor i rested at night,

we had the chance to make something great,

but instead we just made more mistakes,

pushing eachother away from one another,

making us scared and reach for some other,

tho it wasn\'t right,

and we knew it was wrong,

we tryd to hard ,

for way too long,

im sorry it ended like this,

it feels like im spinning into oblivious,

when i see you,

its like my heart beats harder,

pumping the blood in my body,

to move into your arms,

but knowing now it would just do more harm,

im no longer able to lift my arms,

for my body wont let me,

casue the hurt was so great,

yet the memories too,

i loved you soo much,

adn i will through and through,

i never moved on,

cause i couldnt dare to hurt you,

but there is no solution,

and there is no more you,

the time has come where i move on too,

but dont worry,

i\'ll never forget you ,

or the love we once shared,

but i wish this never happened,

because now im really scared,

for roses dont seem red anymore,

adn violets just seem black,

i now know that there is no love,

and there is no going back,

casue the mutual feeling of love i once shared,

is no longer there,

as i sit in dispare,

i wonder what it was i was feeling in there,

was it all the lies,

or was it the truth,

that kept me comming back,

just for you,

love comes and love go\'s,

that much i do know,

but what makes it soo hard for me just to let go,

my head says yes,

but my heart says no,

for the love was so strong,

and yet the hurt was too,

god please help me now,

please help me get through,

cause i hurt more and more,

everytime i see you,

remembering what we held,

when i was with you,

its like i have to take a second breath,

every time i see you,

but as the days go by,

i\'ll eventually remember to forget,

and when its all done adn over,

i\'ll forget to remember,

about this true love,

that seems like i cant unremember,

for when i sleep at night,

i cant unfeel your touch,

nore can i hear all the things,

we used to say that ment soo much,

like when we first broke up,

and you ran out side,

telling me please dont leave,

while your about to cry,

as i sat there curiously wondering why,

\"look its about to rain i got to go \",

soo with a last hug and a requested kiss goodbye,

we made a deal that if this is true love,

when i kiss you it\'ll start to poure,

well it did,

and as i opend my eyes at the end of my kiss,

i saw her,

the love of my life,

a girl in my arms,

i thought one day i could call my wife,

so i pick you up,

into my arms,

promising you ill never let you go,

for as long as you love me true,

and you never let me go too.