Subside My Pain

Sadness has enveloped my heart
Grasping and not letting it go
I miss your body next to mine
The pain I feel..I'm trying so hard not to let it show

I feel pulled in different directions
And I just want to be towards you
Your smile is distant to me
Your absence is killing me, do you feel this way too?

I'm lost and in a daze
You're always there in the back of my mind
I have yet to subside my pain
Your face is all I keep looking to find

This "poem" may not make sense to you
But my emotions are just pouring out
But no one to trust..
So here I am.. not speaking these words aloud..