And so we are, here....together
surrounded by these feelings;
these mutual feelings?
all the things i have worked so hard to suppress,
came flying back, like a title wave.
i cant stand how u make me feel,
i cant stand that i dont know how to control my feelings for u.
i want so bad to dive into everything w/ u head first,
but i cant!
and so we are, here.....together....in the shadows!
sneaking, deceiving, lying!
as scandalous as this feels,
it feels so right....so natural
it is so easy for me to fall for u,
again and again would i fall too.
as amazing as this is for me;
as much as i want this to work;
i just dont know if it can.
but i dont know if i can stand to live w/o u;
i dont know if i can stand knowing where to find happiness but not being able to hold u in my arms.
