Ab0ut my ''EX"

Why are your playing with my head
After all those tears that I shed,
How much pain do you want me going through
You left me here laying in the blue,
I\'m all cold and scared at night
No one can take away my fright,
Why do you always have to lie
Say you love me but its always a goodbye,
Don\'t you see I love you?
I miss the way you used to call me your boo,
I want you and only you
It\'s not hard to see something that\'s so true,
Your killing me inside!
I believed you from the very start
And now you\'ve took my heart
I can\'t go on like this anymore
I\'m sore it feels like an everyday war,
I can\'t think of anything else except you
It\'s asif you stuck yourself in my heart with glue,
I know you just want to stay friends with me
But I just cant handle it you see,
I\'m dying inside and thinking your with some other girl
And probably buying her a necklace made of diamond and pearl,
Telling her you love her forever
And that letting go of her was a never,
The same effing words you said to me
When unlocking my heart and throwing out the key,
You know I want you back so much
And that I miss your soft and tender touch,
Thinking about all the good times
Just makes me think sometimes,
Why am I still living and giving
God why am I still alive
Its really hard to survive,
Just take me please lord just take me
Theres no use in me still being here,
It hurts so bad knowing that im not the one you want no more
Since the day you walked out of the door,
I hate crying over you
And having my whole world revolve around you,
Because all you make me do is want to sin
And since your all out of love, you never let me win!