Its Hard

Its hard being in 5th grade and losing your virginity.
Its hard being 11 smoking cigs, smoking pot.
Its hard to have parents who are alcoholics.

Do you know how it feels?
To think everyone is against you?
To think its not worth it anymore?

Its hard having your babysitters touch you in a way your true love should.
Its hard having your cousin molest you.
Its hard sleeping at night when you know you're being watched.

Do you know what it is like?
To try and change this messed up world?
To try to show people your someone?

Its hard