I Want Out - 25/01/2007

I fell back on a pain,
That I once loved,
And now I cry,
To I was shoved.

Slowly growing,
I want out,
I want death,
With no doubt.

I want to slice,
Deep in my body,
Rip my heart out,
I don't want to see.

I want to take,
Something,
But it's not mine,
I hope it stings.

I want out,
Of my life,
I want out
I want my knife.

I want to leave,
Be where I belong,
Where no tears go,
I'm not strong.

I take so much,
And don't give back,
This way, it's gone,
I'm gone, I've turned black.

I want so much,
I want to go,
I want to stop,
And breathe so slow.

I want to take,
My last breath,
I don't want to breathe,
I want death.

I want out,
To where I belong,
I want to finish it,
I went wrong.

I want death,
I want no more pain,
I want it finished,
Cut to the vein.

©Elisha L. Brain 2007