That was a great poem. You truly showed me who you really is at this moment in your life.
I think everyone has thought about suicide. But believe me when I say this. It's not worth the pain you leave behind. I have lost my grandma to suicide. and nohting in my life has been the same.
You will pass down the hell you fell to the people you love. If you need anything. to talk anything. leave me a messege or soemthing ok. ;-)