Stair Case

This isnt a poem and after you read this you may think its really stupid
But to me... This is how it is feeling in a way
And if youre in my position you would understand what Im on about.

Basically its like this

I feel like we have come to a big stair case and we started to climb it and every step we made the more I started to think we could make it and Evan when it came to the hard steps, we still managed to climb it together, making us more stronger as we climbed up. But all of a sudden as we are walking up the steps, we come to a halt and you turn back to walk up the stair case with her. Leaving me all alone and wondering whats going to happen next. You kept me waiting for months and you kept giving me false hope, but now I notice you and her are climbing up the steps and are nearly to the top. Now I look up at the stair case and I see you to there laughing and joking, as Im sitting on that cold step of lies where you left me. I dont want to go back down because we came so far but as I look at you both I begin to wonder if me sitting here waiting for you is making the pain worse for me? The only way I can stop this pain is to get up and walk away¦ and leave you and her alone to climb the steps higher.