Dear God

Dear god,

dear god i know you exist,
yet sometimes i wonder about my pain if you care,
and i wonder,
if you are ever there,

i mean i know you are kind of busy,
but can't you watch over me,
i mean is my pain so invisible,
you can't see,

i don't kill myself,
cause i know you wouldn't want me to,
yet sometimes,
i wonder if you know about the pain i go through,

i try to live my the commandments,
but showing respect to my parents when the don't show it to me doesn't seem right,
and i am sorry,
i have giving up praying at night,

but every time i pray to you,
nothing ever comes true,
so i wonder,
why i even do,

i mean you could at least talk back,
send me some sort of sign your there,
i mean lately,
the pressure is more then i can bare,

i see why people stop believing,
but i don't want to,
because in my heart,
i know you are true,

i only cut once,
and the pain hurt so much,
and i sorta well felt,
like you were by me and i felt your touch,

silly as it sounds,
i love you,
i promise,
i really do,

but when i need you there,
your not,
and the bible,
i haven't forgot,

yea there is other people,
but why can't you help me,
is there a sign,
i just can't see,

this is my last prayer to you,
if you don't answer i am giving up on you,
prove to me you exist,
show me you do.......................

Amen
Amen
Amen
and dear god Amen
by,Denysia Chapman-madden