Why?

How could someone effect your life?
Drastcially in so many ways.
You said you loved me.
You said you cared.
We tried making a new life.
You said i was your girl.
You changed in such bad ways.
The pills and alcohol
Just got in the way.
I guess they are more important.
I miss you so much.
No one understands.
They think i am crazy for wanting you.
You were and still are
The love of my life.
Nothing will ever change that.
I hope you come to realize
There is someone
That loves you very much.
I will never forget you
As long as i'm alive.
Think of me in your dreams
Until the end of your life.