Well I got the answer to my question, if I text you will call. What did it do, well it alleviated my anger. It has not changed how I feel at all. I know I still love you and you know it too. There is no way for me to lie about how I feel, but it is the truth when I told you I would never do anything because of you, about you, or for you. It is the truth when I say you are someone that I can trust and I do feel like I know where I stand. But why is it that you think some things are better left unsaid? It would make things worse, I tell you that is not true it can't get worse than it is now. Being with someone you don't love and loving someone you are not is about as bad as it gets. No it would not help anything but to be honest it would do something for my heart, I need to know what you feeling and not saying. I can guess but that is all that it would be, although I think I heard pain in your voice when you told me I can't tell you how I feel , what good would it do. Can you call me sometimes? What a silly question for you to ask. We are doomed to be miserable to be in love and not be together, I know it, and you definitely know it and that is what you have been trying to say to give me space so that I don't hurt myself because you are trying not to. You say you think about me though. What do you think, what passes through your mind, do you hear my voice, do you think of how it could be?
