Living each day with a fake smile on my face Living with pain and disgrace with a heart filled with shame and mind full of those dirty little secrets trying to hold myself together with all my hurt and pain always thinking of slitting my veins I cant live this way sometime i know its gotta give and i know i cant go on this way I'm gonna lose myself because I cant on to it i have to let go so I'll hold my breath with fading regret now I'll let go of my fears now I'll take the blade and slowly cut through my wrists I'm finally letting go now i wont live with shame of feeling like I'm a misplaced disgraced I'll die with relief and disbelief I'll live in a place where i don't feel misplaced of like I'm a disgrace where I'll never be put to shame and go on in pain this is called the devils road
