I try to block out thoughts of you..
I try to forget...
Nothing works..
I walk the opposite way,
I ignore everything about you..
I don\'t want to be like this..
I hate not talking to you,
Not hugging you,
Not kissing you,
But I still have to live with it.
Live with the fact that you don\\\'ttove me.
You want nothing to do with me..
I miss all the cute things you used to say and all the little ways you would mess with my nose, and the way you would kiss my forehead...
GOD.. Junior you don\'t tderstand..
My heart is beyond shattered,
But it still aches for you..
I LOVE YOU!